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Friday, November 18, 2011

Up and Down

I have no idea whats going on with every couple out there as most of the people I knew were breaking up. First it was me, then my own close friend, then his friend, then my fellow blogger friends, my god what has happen? Anyway what is done is done and there is no point of looking back as it was the past and no matter how we tried to walk back, its impossible. So I moved forward like TULS(LOL) and I got back into this gay circle but I sensed that the gay guys who approached me were damn disgusting. They talked about sex, dick size (LMAO), and whatever god knows what kind of sex position and still dared to asked me out. I totally turned off when a guy come over and start talking about sex before even know you. The hell with how handsome or so called adonis you are as once you opened your mouth, I saw shits coming out (omg i so mean). After getting back into the reality of gay circle and singlehood, I tried to accept any guys just as friends (I am not as pro as TULS, lol) but the attitude really is sickening. It really make me wonder, is true love still exist for even gay guys? I know the answer but still what I saw so far really pushed back every positive thinking that I am trying to tell myself that happiness and love is still out there. How can I be still thinking there are good guys or sweet guy out there when all I meet are jerks ? (LoL) Anyway really got to keep up my positive thinking, if not I think I am gonna be lost forever LOL ~~

7 comments:

  1. Exactly!! All those sex crazed people, the second you start talking to them they ask you for your phone number, ask to met etc etc.. Damn creepy!! Break up season came, now shall me recovery season. I shall be like tuls and you. Look forward for the wonders life have install for me. Cheers! :D

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  2. wao, the circle has come to this extend. -__- tat seems bad zzz

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  3. still depends a, i think the good ones still in close or not ready to come out yet ~

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  4. Yeah, this month has seen so many breakups that I wonder is this month cursed? It's shocking that it's all in the same month.

    Well, there are good, normal guys out there but very rare. It's so difficult to spot them because those are the ones who don't flaunt their abs in places such as gym, sauna, club, just to get sex.

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  5. not just the month, i broke up in sept, seems like second half of 2011 has many break ups, even my best friends and housemates too

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  6. Lol... What do u mean by not as pro as TULS... Lol...

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