This Song make me Emo

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

Cuz without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I really keep thinking of him when listening to this song make me so much peaceful but deep down there is a hurting feeling.. Let it go bah @@

Headache ~~~

Ahaha ntgh to do so just drop by ~~ Holiday starts lo but yet my life feel no different. Holiday also still have so bloody many assignment to do as well as project. Speaking of homeowork is really pissing me off especially my genetic course required us to find herbs. WTH i need to do those beautiful plants.. Luckily there is always a person beside me cheering me up and giving me encouragement. Haha dont know wat am i mumbling here... Anyway thats all for today.. need to go back to my works.. Adios ^_^

Patience is Virtue~~

How to start off? Well i and this person have been developing and we even know each other feelings but everyone has their problem and he is not excluded. Because of the past both of us think its best to just remain like this and given each other for another 2 years.. Its not a short time or long time but in 2 years anything can happen... Well for now just hope everything will be all well end well and hope my patience's is rewarded..

Its just normal??

I know this guy from net and we chatted last 2 days through phone and i really feel happy chatting with him as he is also the type that gila-gila and open minded just like me ( Complimenting myself ). Maybe its just a mere affection but he called me and talk to me for hours and but yet he told me he do this to all his friends. Not to say i dont believe but its doesnt seem normal for you to know a person and on the first day of chatting it lasted for hours. Personally deep down i think maybe i have some feelings but for now just let it be bah .. Haha .. Let us leave it to our best friend, the time to do the work... Adios ~~

Beyonce-Halo

Remember those walls i built
Well baby they are turning down
And they didn`t even put up a fight
They didn`t even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But i never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It`s like i`ve been awaken
Every rule i had to break
It`s the risk that i`m taking
I ain`t never gonna shut you out

Everywhere i`m looking now
I`m surrounded by your embrace
Baby i can see your halo
You know you`re my saving grace
You`re everything i need and more
It`s written all over your face
Baby i can feel your halo
Pray won`t fade away

I can do your halo
I can see your halo
Ican be your halo
I can see your halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkness night
You`re the only one that i want
You got addicted to your lie
I swore i`d never fall again
But this don`t even feel like falling
Gravity camed again
To pull me back to the ground again

It`s like i`ve been awaken
Every rule i had to break
It`s the risk that i`m taking
I`m never gonna shut you out

Everywhere i`m looking now
I`m surrounded by your embrace
Baby i can see your halo
You know you`re my saving grace
You`re everything i need and more
It`s written all over your face
Baby i can feel your halo
Pray won`t fade away

I can do your halo
I can see your halo
I can be your halo
I can see your halo

This is for you Des ~~

Sad Suprise ~~

Hmm dont know what to say ... As usual my life go on and during my break time i kena shock from my coursemate.. She confessed to me and i was like OMG why you? Deep down i feel happy but sad at least got ppl treasure me but the problem is i am into guys. Why only gals attracted to me?I just feel i will break her heart more as she know i am not straight. Why only gals treasure friends and relationship more than guys? Its a Q that cannot be answer forever i think ......

So Tired

Ah anyway this my second post ~~ But just come back from class and so damm tired ... Somemore today afternoon something happen that recall me and him ... so pointless.. broke up long time le but dont know why still can think about him.. Is there no end of it??

Ah.. My very first Blog ~~

This is my first time doing this and i dont even know why am i doing this. Always heard ppl have blog and i will laugh quietly but lately i sense its like a way to express own feelings. Well try not to talk many here just hope everything will end well ^_^