Walk, Walk, Walk

Last weekend I went to Pavillion with my sister to buy present for her husband upcoming birthday and we drove there and parked at Lot 10. So as we had to walked towards Pavillion, we had to cross the traffic lights and joined the crowd which I hated so much. Anyhow this story is about how people or rather sales people, can change their attitude so fast. My sister was carrying her Burberry bag and my dressing was a bit classy that day too ( going to gay place ma) and the first stop we made was Coach. We wasn't attended and no sales man or women bother us and my sister fed up and change shop. Then we went to Gucci and found 1 beautiful wallet but decided to continue survey for any nice wallets around there. As usual sales people in Gucci also don't bother and just do their own thing. We proceed to Burberry and the treatment was same and my sister don't want to give a damm anymore and just say 'Choose one wallet and go Sephora later'. So we went back Gucci for second time and Burberry as well to choose between these 2 outlets and at last, welcome Burberry~~ So then, this is the best part. My sister decided to go in Parkson to buy wrapping paper and while walking, I noticed people were staring at my sister handbag and the newly bought small bag in her other hand too. All the sales girls were like going insane, approaching my sister like bugs and pestering her to try out makeup and stuff but she just don't give a damm. Before we moved to Sephora, we went again to Gucci and Coach, and this time the treatment was different. I saw from far they scanned us and opened the door for us, welcoming us, treating us and giving the hopeful look that my sister would buy something from them ( who called her to have Burberry's item on her; dai sei ~~). The treatment was totally different and it's as if we are king and queens where only the rich being treated like royalties while the poor ones, you die your problem LOL. Well we don't bother much as we already foresee this and deep down, I feel humans really can be hypocrite. I know they are doing so in order to get their job done so on, but shouldn't the sales people treat everyone fairly? So mean to treat people just by their status and I think it's really so bad. Anyway we end our day by spending at Sephora nearly RM1k lol

P.S : Got 1 gay couple buying Gucci wallet too when we were there.

Self Delusional Or?

I am not hot, not buff, not loaded, dress up like no dress up also got people want see? I not self praising or hiao, it's just that this week had gotten me thinking about new possibilities. Ok, here is the story, last week I went to Leisure Mall with my senior and the first stranger person we bumped into was a cute good looking guy, wearing formal clothes (probably just finish work) chatting on his hp. However the best part was even though the guy was chatting, he was LITERALLY checking me out, SCANNING me from head to toe (Creepy leh ~~) and when we walked past each other, I noticed he turned around 1 more time to look at me before I was out of his sight ( I not want to perasan a ). Then both me and my senior went to Starbucks to enjoy a peaceful day and there he was, with his laptop and his friend. I purposely take the table behind him and his back was facing me, so I am enjoying the view even though from the back only ~~ His friend however, been checking me out too and I think reporting don't know whatever info he can get just by looking at me to the cute guy. Then the cute guy stood up and wanted to leave but he WAS LITERALLY Checking me out and smilling sheepishly to me and I smile back too (courtesy mah). The cute guy was like look, stare, look, stare, SMILE LOL. Even my senior ask me to control myself as I wanted to go and ask the cute guy for his number. Too bad I don't have the courage to do so.

Today, the same thing happen to me again. I went to Jaya Jusco with my bro, accompany him to buy some formal clothes and when I get down from the escalator, there was a cute guy wearing a YELLOW T-SHIRT and keep checking me out. At first I don't bother and went to the desire section and after walking 1 whole round, the yellow guy ( not DIGI a) appeared from nowhere and walked near me and checked me out again. The creepy thing he did was trying to smell me? I heard his breathing as he passed by me ( i know when people smells something ><), maybe want to check out whether I smell like longkang or angel which I don't know. The guy was there whole time and making circles to look at me for whatever reason and after my brother and I was done, we went up to go to our car. He went down however, but gave me the longing look of like "Can I know You?"

Well these thing never happen to me before and suddenly less than a week, I had these incidents. I am not self delusional again ~~ But why check and scan me LOL. I am absolutely clean ><

All Over Again

My sister wedding was finally over and the whole hectic week was far back way ~~ As I am writing now, my sister and my brother in law are having honeymoon at Perth, Awww wish I can go there with my dear as well~~ Anyhow there is one thing that make me quite pissed off with my mum during the pre-wedding dinner . Decide for yourself ya ~~

Mum : Eh, see who has come to visit you. (Hiding someone behind her back)

Me : Who? This dinner is about sis. Who is here to see this leng zhai :D (self praise) ?

Mum : She lo (bringing out a girl). You recognized her or not?

Me : * I was like dumb strucked and just stared at the girl like for 10 seconds* (It was the longest 10 seconds ever of silent)

Mum : You DON'T recognized her?

She : Haha auntie, it's ok. I also don't remember his look that much. I think he doesn't remember me and I also don't remember him that much.

Me : * Nodded my head* Yes, yes , who is she, mum? *Turn to her and asked her the same question *

She : Haha *She just continue laughing for no reason LOL*

Mum : She is Joey a. How CAN YOU FORGET HER? Aiyo, mou ngan tai lei ( no eyes to see me LOL, She making it as if my fault leh )

Me : Joey? Ah I remember but how can I remember things that so long ago? We were like together when high school, and we both looked different mah.

Mum : Yala, yala * Walk away and leave me with her!!!*

Me : Hi Joey, long time no see. How are you? Would you like to have a drink?

Joey : Yeah sure do, thanks

Me : *I turned back and followed my mum and asked her in the kitchen* Mum, Do You By Any Chance Setting Up A Date For ME???!!!!!

Mum : Why le? She good girl mah ( My mum is not denying). Besides you both know each other well.

Me : OMG, can't you do this other day? That was long time btw. Nothing is gonna happen between us

Mum : Okla okla, go accompany her.

Me : *Speechless*


So in the end, I had to accompany Joey the whole night and even though our conversation is nice and great, but it does not change the fact that I am gay LOL. Joey even tell me she know my mum intention but don't dare to say anything as our parents are quite close. But in the end both of us managed to settle it in our own way :P. My mum keep doing this all of the sudden. Just loves to bring in don't know whoever to be with me zzzzzz. I talked to my mum after that and she agreed no more action behind the shadows so hopefully none of this awkwardness going to happen again. Anyway Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim people out there~~

New Chapter

I supposed to be officially not writing on this blog anymore but my hand is so itchy and I can't resist it. Well pardon me for not updating like how I used to do as I was so busy with my internship and after its over , I had to rush with my report and get it finalized with my uni, if not I won't be going for the convo this year ~!!! I am not going to wait another 1 whole year just to get my transcript LOL. So my life been so far good as my wonderful bf had been looking after me so well ( thanks dear:P) and now looking for a good job. Would be probably joining GSK as I got a position and just hope all goes well.
Secondly I helped my dear to move house as he got to study at University of Nottingham and he rented a house there all by himself (even though he scared to be alone ) but lucky he bought a puppy which is already 3 months old by now. We named him Lucas (actually I proposed the name and he questioned me why must it be Lucas as he suspected my scandal name to be Lucas, I DO NOT HAVE a scandal ok !!!~~) and he is so freaking naughty. He is a Border Collie and you all know how energetic one can be. We can't get a good night sleep nearly like 2 weeks in a row just for him to adapt with us and he wants to play with us every second. Waaa i tell you, if I am allowed to pull his ears I sure do LOL. He will rest and sleep like 10 mins and energetic the whole night. How the hell we are suppose to have our night? But still we love him so much as he brings in the spark into our boring life (did I just say boring? LOL!! He is so going to kill me ) and in 1 week time we are going to celebrate our 1 year anniversary together. Yeah I know 1 year is short but still all these while with the arguments and the laughter we shared, its so worth while being together regardless how long or short the time is.
Thirdly my sister is getting married~~!!!! A wish come true for her lol. I mean every girls would love to get married aren't they? I am glad my sister found her man who is so gentleman and I liked him a lot (I don't have a crush on him a ) as my brother in law and hope their marriage last forever. Can't wait to have a nephew on my own and imagine the child call me uncle!! Walau, I don't look like uncle ok, I am still young :P. So to celebrate their marriage, yesterday we all went to Shangri-La Hotel and had a fabulous dinner there. The food was fantastic, the place was fantastic but not the environment as nearly the whole place is crowded by the Malays LOL (they buka puasa at the hotel). Luckily my bro who works there got a reservation for us and too bad our uncle who is the director there can't be there to celebrate with us too. Wanted to take lots of pictures in Shangri-La but did not bring camera along. Anyhow good luck and god bless the newlyweds ( when is my turn??) and wish them all the best sincerely from her lovingly brother~~
So will update soon again if I had the time to do so :D Byes ~~~

Long, Longer, Longest!!

First of all, my apologies for not writing anything on this blog anymore as I am super duper busy and the other main reason is I don't have the urge and necessity to write out my feelings that much as my dear is always there for me, supporting me. But still I guess there are times when you just want to pour out something that been stored in your heart and telling your partner is a No-no. Well basically my thesis was 99% done so I am kinda relaxed for this moment and been spending every time and opportunity with him as when I know that once I am doing my internship, everything will be busy. Seriously writing about internship totally give me a frustrating feeling as until now I haven't got any positive reply. Tried applying for GlaxoSmithKline, Tropicana Medical Centre, Kelana Jaya Medical Centre and a few more companies that either can't get through the number. Geram you know ~~ Anyhow will try applying for Sime Darby now and hope I will get the spot. Oh ya before I forgot, gonna wish every blogger and everyone out there with or without couple a Happy Valentine Day~~ Doesn't matter if you are alone, as long as you love yourself first right? Besides surely you will have your family and friends who love you even though you are alone. So don't be upset or down if ya still haven't have a partner to celebrate with. For those couples out there of course all the best for you all, keep the relationship as long as possible, if forever lagi best kan? Go and have a nice romantic dinner, watch movie or buy roses for him (wonder will I got 1? hehe I love flowers mah), go to seaside or do something unpredictable and extravaganza and lastly sex LOL. I don't know whether the sex part is neccesary but haha up to you all~~ Anyhow glad to be writing back and wish all the best again to everyone out there ~~!!




My most ever love song dedicated to you, dear ~



Happy Valentine's Day Dear ~

Big Or Small?

Yeah, i think everyone loves drama especially malaysian since mostly malaysian are all busybody ~~. Well what i wanted to say is how do you handle an argument in your relationship. This is what always happen to me; my dear and I always be together and when we are not together, things will get rocky. I mean sometimes a minor and small matter which is total unrelated to us can be turned into a huge problem in our relationship (not that we have problem :P) . Usually I am the one thinking nonsense but still not to the limit of breaking up lo as I think if the issue of breaking up is always brought up, then surely there would be a crack which could lead to downfall ~~. However for me, I think that argument is a need in a relationship no matter you are married or still in couple mode as it let both of us to pour out any uneasy thoughts and feeling thus tighten up the relationship later on, don't ya agree? Even my parents still argue , don't know for what but just small disagreement, not till want to punch or UFO's from the kitchen flying around. I guess it's just normal and that is what makes us lively as a human being. No matter how big or small the argument is, the best thing that we should learn is how to forgive each another. How to make up back is depend on each person right; some people will give surprises, others will bring to a night date and apologize, perhaps there are people who will even `sell` their body to the beloved ~~. Anyhow I just wish everyone out there if you are involved in an argument with anyone or your love one, try to be considerate and respect each another and hopefully live happily ever after ~~ Adios ~

Mia Mia

Woah, sorry for being in MIA mode for so long. It's just that everything is just so nice and goes well and my mood is totally the best than ever. This few weeks since holiday is just the best as what can be more sweet than spending time with your love one? I been like sticking to him like glue since holiday and hanging out everywhere; Curve, Tropicana, Sunway, everywhere ~~ Then his friends from Penang all come over and teman him go here and there again. The most happiest moment was when we are playing ice skating. Well, I don't know how to skate and he teaches me which I totally still don't know how to skate decently. Luckily never fall down, if not sure very ugly hehe. Still he need to hold me and carry me around the ring. But I stopped after 2 round as my leg hurts like hell as the shoe really gives me the pain that is unbearable. Then I asked him to go on skate with his friends and I sitting outside cuci mata LOL. I must learn how to skate better liao so that next time can dance with him while skating. Sweet kan? Imaging holding hands and dancing while skating , so syok o ~~. Btw thought of going Aquaria too but not enough time , so just drop of the friends at KL Sentral and then we both when home and had our own sweet time alone at last. So far everything is just so well and nothing had been better than this. Hope this can last as long as possible, probably forever hehe ~~ God bless me and every bloggers out there ~~