Stupid Uni

I already fed up talking about this matter to everyone. The uni management is so horrible till I want to puke and even slap those bitches. This stupid uni make me and my coursemates fail to get our loan and then yet expect us to fish out our own cash to pay the fees. Those bitches even told me that if I failed to pay before the due date I cant sit for exam. What the HELL??!! I wonder where all those moneys those students paid and what did the uni do with it. They cant even explain properly to us about the system that they are working and the still blaming us. Just want to give a big slap on their faces. So now I have no option but have to ask my beloved dad for the money LOL to pay this semester fees. Hope he wont be furious ^_^.And this is my 1 sincere word to the MOST GREATEST UNI at Shah Alam * YOU GUYS CAN KISS MY ARSE DUMB PIGS*

Should I or not?

After all those falls i had, i dont really have the interest to date or being in a relationship anymore. But last month i known a guy and i started to chat with him like always as a friend. I wouldnt want to put any hope or dream of anything with him but the more i chat with him the more attracted i get to him. I dont know why i can get attracted to him and as always when i thought there is something good is going to happen, that is when everything went wrong AGAIN. The guy asked me to borrow him few hundred ringgit and he told me the reason why he needed it. Its not that i dont want to help him but its that we just know for few months and we havent even met. So how is there possible to help him? This is what a normal person would do. But I being as dumb as ever agree and borrow him and I get scolding from my friends who know about it. Havent know a person and borrow few hundreds to him.. is it worth for a friendship or maybe love?

Its quite a long time

Its been a long time since i write something here. Basically too busy till i forgotten i had a blog here and i just cant push myself to write here. Everything is fine except for my love life only. I am too soft to be in this circle i guess.. Or maybe i just being a dum dum like my friends said.. being too nice is sometimes will be sickening. For the past months i meet quite a lot of people and i hope can find a truly understandable but mostly all are crocodiles. Either trying to get their hands on your pants or someway around but for sure they are suckers. All of this happen because of u...I try to let go but it seems you are the cause of my fall.......

Nonsense is THE KING

Ai... this days full with many craps and nonsense. I get to know few persons who manage to talk heart to heart but yet full with nonsense. Even in my world nobody truly understand and try to communicate. All only know how to take advantage and throw u away like stray dog after no value. FUCK THOSE PEOPLE~!! Truly have no sense of guilt in their mind and heart. Where the HELL all the good persons ever go? Even if wanna use or play other people feelings DUN EVER get committed. HATE U FOREVER !!

Nothing much ~~

Aiseh this days really very busy. Assignment flooding like nobody business, need to look after my crappy puppy somemore @@ and my beloved frens who have problems. Omg omg so many things to do and exam also around the corner. Guess will stop here for the time being :( back to my books ~~

Does People Deserve Second Chance?

Rihanna -Hatin On The CLub

Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cryyyinng.

Whoahhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love went

I Stayed at home like them good girls do
Now ya got out here all sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car,yall kissing at the bar
Got me crying

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
And got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

This is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love
We would still have us
I'd still have my love
We would still have us

Now, now I'm like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

You gotta her hatin em
oh, you gotta her hatin on em
you gotta hatin her em
oh, you gotta her hatin on em
You gotta her hatin em
oh, you gotta her hatin on da club, club, club, clubbbb

This song really reminds me of how ppl easily can hurt each other but then get back togehter so easily as if nothing ever happen. Is it no more true feelings or love around anymore? Does people really deserve a second chance after thier doing? Gosh i am crapping here ~~

This Song make me Emo

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

Cuz without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I really keep thinking of him when listening to this song make me so much peaceful but deep down there is a hurting feeling.. Let it go bah @@