Nonsense is THE KING

Ai... this days full with many craps and nonsense. I get to know few persons who manage to talk heart to heart but yet full with nonsense. Even in my world nobody truly understand and try to communicate. All only know how to take advantage and throw u away like stray dog after no value. FUCK THOSE PEOPLE~!! Truly have no sense of guilt in their mind and heart. Where the HELL all the good persons ever go? Even if wanna use or play other people feelings DUN EVER get committed. HATE U FOREVER !!

Nothing much ~~

Aiseh this days really very busy. Assignment flooding like nobody business, need to look after my crappy puppy somemore @@ and my beloved frens who have problems. Omg omg so many things to do and exam also around the corner. Guess will stop here for the time being :( back to my books ~~

Does People Deserve Second Chance?

Rihanna -Hatin On The CLub

Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car yall, kissing at the bar
Got me cryyyinng.

Whoahhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love went

I Stayed at home like them good girls do
Now ya got out here all sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car,yall kissing at the bar
Got me crying

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club'
Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
And got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

This is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love
We would still have us
I'd still have my love
We would still have us

Now, now I'm like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love

You gotta her hatin em
oh, you gotta her hatin on em
you gotta hatin her em
oh, you gotta her hatin on em
You gotta her hatin em
oh, you gotta her hatin on da club, club, club, clubbbb

This song really reminds me of how ppl easily can hurt each other but then get back togehter so easily as if nothing ever happen. Is it no more true feelings or love around anymore? Does people really deserve a second chance after thier doing? Gosh i am crapping here ~~

This Song make me Emo

There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go

I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah

Cuz without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need

And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart

All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I really keep thinking of him when listening to this song make me so much peaceful but deep down there is a hurting feeling.. Let it go bah @@

Headache ~~~

Ahaha ntgh to do so just drop by ~~ Holiday starts lo but yet my life feel no different. Holiday also still have so bloody many assignment to do as well as project. Speaking of homeowork is really pissing me off especially my genetic course required us to find herbs. WTH i need to do those beautiful plants.. Luckily there is always a person beside me cheering me up and giving me encouragement. Haha dont know wat am i mumbling here... Anyway thats all for today.. need to go back to my works.. Adios ^_^

Patience is Virtue~~

How to start off? Well i and this person have been developing and we even know each other feelings but everyone has their problem and he is not excluded. Because of the past both of us think its best to just remain like this and given each other for another 2 years.. Its not a short time or long time but in 2 years anything can happen... Well for now just hope everything will be all well end well and hope my patience's is rewarded..

Its just normal??

I know this guy from net and we chatted last 2 days through phone and i really feel happy chatting with him as he is also the type that gila-gila and open minded just like me ( Complimenting myself ). Maybe its just a mere affection but he called me and talk to me for hours and but yet he told me he do this to all his friends. Not to say i dont believe but its doesnt seem normal for you to know a person and on the first day of chatting it lasted for hours. Personally deep down i think maybe i have some feelings but for now just let it be bah .. Haha .. Let us leave it to our best friend, the time to do the work... Adios ~~