New Year With A New Life

Yeah, it is as how the title says so. I am in a relationship with an older guy for my first time and this is the time that I really feel so right. Nothing is wrong with him and me as both of us wanting the same thing. I remember the first pick up line from him " Do you want some booze? " and I said " No " as I don't drink, haha and from that time we clicked and hang out and here we are in a very damn well good relationship. I don't think we are fast as when things are so right that everything is hinting on you to go on, there is no absolute reason to say no, unless your are a dum dum (LOL). I mean how often do you find someone that kind, good, understanding, and most importantly wants the same thing as you? This time I really do have to thank the Goddess of Love or everyone who unintentionally introduce him to me~~ Anyway I am glad everything is working out for both of us and wishes the best for us and any new couples out there. Happy new year with your new ones ~~

PS: Will be going to Bangkok with him in 2 days time, can't wait ~~

Opinions Please

Ok, this is the first time ever I think I going to request some love advice. Even though I had been into few relationships, but that doesn't make me professional or love god advisor and instead, I think I need more guidance. Being in a relationship is totally challenging for me in the way that how each of us handle the pressure and acknowledgement of family about your bf if you are open, how both of you communicate among each other to get know better, how you try to understand him if he is hurt, sad, emotional, or whatever more thingy emitted from him, how you want to make him understand that he is the only one special in your heart and many more (lazy want to list out all). I know being in a relationship is never an easy task and that is why, I always take it serious when it comes to love. But how do we know that our partner feels and think the same way? In my opinion, no matter how god damn freaking super duper close a couple are, we will never know each another mind and thinking. You can't tell for sure or understand how he really feels isn't it? We are not god, we can't hear how you feel, how you think, how you see us even though you magically said ' I LOVE YOU' or ' I AM FINE'. Understanding your partner would be the hardest part as most of the gay guys out there surely experienced bad times and even getting hurt over and over again. So how do you try to understand your partner and make sure that he understand you as well? By time? How long would that be? If time is not on your side then what are the other options? How do I tell when you are telling the truth or saying out how you feel? And after understanding, how well do you maintain your side with him? Who are we to say that he will do the same with us? We can't hear or know what he is thinking. Maybe he wanted a way out but feel that we still have a value of a replacement bf or even worse. And then in the end, everyone will be in pain physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually or anything else. I know out there, everyone surely had a word to say about this and how to handle this matter in a good manner as a win win situation. I would really love to hear any opinions that can help me in the future and of course other readers as well. God bless us.

Should I Not?

Since I been staying at home after my breakup, my family member are surprised that I always got home after work and know something was amiss and so they decided or planned it during dinner to have an interrogation with me ( Damm LOL)

Father : How was your job? Is it good?

Me : Yes, everything was fine. (Continue munching my food without looking at him)

Father : You sure? Hmm then why nowadays you never go out and meet your friend? Last time before you started working, you always go out and never come back home.

Me : Well, I want to focus on my job and earn money first ma (Have to lie about the breakup)

Mum : Goodla stay at home, no need waste money go out. Save money and give us

Sister : Haiya let him deal with his own life la, he go out also not doing anything bad

Mum : If he go out gaying around how? *Talk to me*, You don't go play backside a I tell you

Me : (I was like WTF in my heart already). I did not go play backside laaaaa. You want me play so much is it ?

Father : Goodla if never play, I thought you break up with the Mr XXX (my father really can read me bugger )

Me : Fuyoh, if I break up also, your should be happy right? I can find a girl lo now

Mum : Really? Ok ok let me set you up again *Smilling like kena lottery*

Me : The heck, stop doing that please. Besides I been going out with Joey already for few times. So don't disturb me

Mum : Joey? Good good, I know both of you are still lovingly like how you two used to be when kids.

Sis : That was when they are kids, now big already , don't disturb them

Me : Yala, I know what I am doing. Just don't talk about this thing next time during dinner

Father : * Gives me the suspicious look but continue eating*

Basically, my mum trying to set me up again and again and I am sure my dad knows that I broke up. He is my dad after all and he always guess me correctly. Feel torn between two sides now when mum so happily thinking something going to happen between Joey and me and more importantly I hope she doesn't get the wrong idea when I keep going out with her.

Up and Down

I have no idea whats going on with every couple out there as most of the people I knew were breaking up. First it was me, then my own close friend, then his friend, then my fellow blogger friends, my god what has happen? Anyway what is done is done and there is no point of looking back as it was the past and no matter how we tried to walk back, its impossible. So I moved forward like TULS(LOL) and I got back into this gay circle but I sensed that the gay guys who approached me were damn disgusting. They talked about sex, dick size (LMAO), and whatever god knows what kind of sex position and still dared to asked me out. I totally turned off when a guy come over and start talking about sex before even know you. The hell with how handsome or so called adonis you are as once you opened your mouth, I saw shits coming out (omg i so mean). After getting back into the reality of gay circle and singlehood, I tried to accept any guys just as friends (I am not as pro as TULS, lol) but the attitude really is sickening. It really make me wonder, is true love still exist for even gay guys? I know the answer but still what I saw so far really pushed back every positive thinking that I am trying to tell myself that happiness and love is still out there. How can I be still thinking there are good guys or sweet guy out there when all I meet are jerks ? (LoL) Anyway really got to keep up my positive thinking, if not I think I am gonna be lost forever LOL ~~

So Hard Yet

It's been a week since I am back to my single life and no words can describe my feelings right now. Upset and disappointment still all over me but yet I am glad that my workplace been keeping me busy to keep thinking of nonsense and whatever bullshit that my brain producing. I still keep your photo with me, unwilling to throw it away as it was the last thing I had about you even though all of my buddies call me to get rid of you. Still if I am not belong to you, no way for me to force through it doesn't it? So my single life been good as my friends been busy keeping me busy (LOL) as they worried I might drown into depression mode~~ ( I am not that crazy, my beloved friends) and be the another Joan of Arc statue. I am really fine and keeping going in my life as I believe no matter how hard now it be, the right one always there regardless straight or gay ( I am crapping already). So for now, just work work work and earn a lot of money money money ~~

P.S : Anyone want to go watch Immortals with me? Come come accompany me :D

New Start

Ok, so first of all i am regret to say that everything is over and a new chapter of my life has begun. Well my relationship ended and lasted for a year plus, longer than I had anticipated but the outcome was much predicted. I won't put the blame on him as both of us had the responsibility of this outcome and of course, I am upset that this relationship had to come to an end. Many sweet and bitter experiences we had shared together yet we had no fate to be ever lasting. Maybe its my fault for being too happy go lucky and not to your liking or can't be who you ever wanted to be. I am sorry that I can't change myself just to please you as I am no longer myself if I ever do that. Maybe I wanted your attention too much that I annoyed you and you hated me for that. But whatever it is, I never stop loving you and be there for you every time you need me. Anyway all of this had over and you had your own new life, so am I. I really wish you all the best in your undertaking in everything, life, love and hopefully, someone better than me can please you in the way you wanted to. For myself, I think a halt had to come in my love life and rethink about soulmate and the perfect one. I been into few relationship but still all come to an end. So the best would be stop dating for now until the one comes by again LOL ~~

And about me, I just started my work at an engineering company working as an engineer which I hated so much~~ I do not had much chances yet in the Science and Biotechnology sector, so got to wait for a little longer until the best opportunity come. Who have any job can intro to me :P? So right now I will just focus on my work, earn money and if love ever cross by, maybe I will reconsider to reopen back my door if he is the one~~ So that all from me for now, as I am still mentally tired in everything I do now.

Walk, Walk, Walk

Last weekend I went to Pavillion with my sister to buy present for her husband upcoming birthday and we drove there and parked at Lot 10. So as we had to walked towards Pavillion, we had to cross the traffic lights and joined the crowd which I hated so much. Anyhow this story is about how people or rather sales people, can change their attitude so fast. My sister was carrying her Burberry bag and my dressing was a bit classy that day too ( going to gay place ma) and the first stop we made was Coach. We wasn't attended and no sales man or women bother us and my sister fed up and change shop. Then we went to Gucci and found 1 beautiful wallet but decided to continue survey for any nice wallets around there. As usual sales people in Gucci also don't bother and just do their own thing. We proceed to Burberry and the treatment was same and my sister don't want to give a damm anymore and just say 'Choose one wallet and go Sephora later'. So we went back Gucci for second time and Burberry as well to choose between these 2 outlets and at last, welcome Burberry~~ So then, this is the best part. My sister decided to go in Parkson to buy wrapping paper and while walking, I noticed people were staring at my sister handbag and the newly bought small bag in her other hand too. All the sales girls were like going insane, approaching my sister like bugs and pestering her to try out makeup and stuff but she just don't give a damm. Before we moved to Sephora, we went again to Gucci and Coach, and this time the treatment was different. I saw from far they scanned us and opened the door for us, welcoming us, treating us and giving the hopeful look that my sister would buy something from them ( who called her to have Burberry's item on her; dai sei ~~). The treatment was totally different and it's as if we are king and queens where only the rich being treated like royalties while the poor ones, you die your problem LOL. Well we don't bother much as we already foresee this and deep down, I feel humans really can be hypocrite. I know they are doing so in order to get their job done so on, but shouldn't the sales people treat everyone fairly? So mean to treat people just by their status and I think it's really so bad. Anyway we end our day by spending at Sephora nearly RM1k lol

P.S : Got 1 gay couple buying Gucci wallet too when we were there.

Self Delusional Or?

I am not hot, not buff, not loaded, dress up like no dress up also got people want see? I not self praising or hiao, it's just that this week had gotten me thinking about new possibilities. Ok, here is the story, last week I went to Leisure Mall with my senior and the first stranger person we bumped into was a cute good looking guy, wearing formal clothes (probably just finish work) chatting on his hp. However the best part was even though the guy was chatting, he was LITERALLY checking me out, SCANNING me from head to toe (Creepy leh ~~) and when we walked past each other, I noticed he turned around 1 more time to look at me before I was out of his sight ( I not want to perasan a ). Then both me and my senior went to Starbucks to enjoy a peaceful day and there he was, with his laptop and his friend. I purposely take the table behind him and his back was facing me, so I am enjoying the view even though from the back only ~~ His friend however, been checking me out too and I think reporting don't know whatever info he can get just by looking at me to the cute guy. Then the cute guy stood up and wanted to leave but he WAS LITERALLY Checking me out and smilling sheepishly to me and I smile back too (courtesy mah). The cute guy was like look, stare, look, stare, SMILE LOL. Even my senior ask me to control myself as I wanted to go and ask the cute guy for his number. Too bad I don't have the courage to do so.

Today, the same thing happen to me again. I went to Jaya Jusco with my bro, accompany him to buy some formal clothes and when I get down from the escalator, there was a cute guy wearing a YELLOW T-SHIRT and keep checking me out. At first I don't bother and went to the desire section and after walking 1 whole round, the yellow guy ( not DIGI a) appeared from nowhere and walked near me and checked me out again. The creepy thing he did was trying to smell me? I heard his breathing as he passed by me ( i know when people smells something ><), maybe want to check out whether I smell like longkang or angel which I don't know. The guy was there whole time and making circles to look at me for whatever reason and after my brother and I was done, we went up to go to our car. He went down however, but gave me the longing look of like "Can I know You?"

Well these thing never happen to me before and suddenly less than a week, I had these incidents. I am not self delusional again ~~ But why check and scan me LOL. I am absolutely clean ><

All Over Again

My sister wedding was finally over and the whole hectic week was far back way ~~ As I am writing now, my sister and my brother in law are having honeymoon at Perth, Awww wish I can go there with my dear as well~~ Anyhow there is one thing that make me quite pissed off with my mum during the pre-wedding dinner . Decide for yourself ya ~~

Mum : Eh, see who has come to visit you. (Hiding someone behind her back)

Me : Who? This dinner is about sis. Who is here to see this leng zhai :D (self praise) ?

Mum : She lo (bringing out a girl). You recognized her or not?

Me : * I was like dumb strucked and just stared at the girl like for 10 seconds* (It was the longest 10 seconds ever of silent)

Mum : You DON'T recognized her?

She : Haha auntie, it's ok. I also don't remember his look that much. I think he doesn't remember me and I also don't remember him that much.

Me : * Nodded my head* Yes, yes , who is she, mum? *Turn to her and asked her the same question *

She : Haha *She just continue laughing for no reason LOL*

Mum : She is Joey a. How CAN YOU FORGET HER? Aiyo, mou ngan tai lei ( no eyes to see me LOL, She making it as if my fault leh )

Me : Joey? Ah I remember but how can I remember things that so long ago? We were like together when high school, and we both looked different mah.

Mum : Yala, yala * Walk away and leave me with her!!!*

Me : Hi Joey, long time no see. How are you? Would you like to have a drink?

Joey : Yeah sure do, thanks

Me : *I turned back and followed my mum and asked her in the kitchen* Mum, Do You By Any Chance Setting Up A Date For ME???!!!!!

Mum : Why le? She good girl mah ( My mum is not denying). Besides you both know each other well.

Me : OMG, can't you do this other day? That was long time btw. Nothing is gonna happen between us

Mum : Okla okla, go accompany her.

Me : *Speechless*


So in the end, I had to accompany Joey the whole night and even though our conversation is nice and great, but it does not change the fact that I am gay LOL. Joey even tell me she know my mum intention but don't dare to say anything as our parents are quite close. But in the end both of us managed to settle it in our own way :P. My mum keep doing this all of the sudden. Just loves to bring in don't know whoever to be with me zzzzzz. I talked to my mum after that and she agreed no more action behind the shadows so hopefully none of this awkwardness going to happen again. Anyway Selamat Hari Raya to all Muslim people out there~~

New Chapter

I supposed to be officially not writing on this blog anymore but my hand is so itchy and I can't resist it. Well pardon me for not updating like how I used to do as I was so busy with my internship and after its over , I had to rush with my report and get it finalized with my uni, if not I won't be going for the convo this year ~!!! I am not going to wait another 1 whole year just to get my transcript LOL. So my life been so far good as my wonderful bf had been looking after me so well ( thanks dear:P) and now looking for a good job. Would be probably joining GSK as I got a position and just hope all goes well.
Secondly I helped my dear to move house as he got to study at University of Nottingham and he rented a house there all by himself (even though he scared to be alone ) but lucky he bought a puppy which is already 3 months old by now. We named him Lucas (actually I proposed the name and he questioned me why must it be Lucas as he suspected my scandal name to be Lucas, I DO NOT HAVE a scandal ok !!!~~) and he is so freaking naughty. He is a Border Collie and you all know how energetic one can be. We can't get a good night sleep nearly like 2 weeks in a row just for him to adapt with us and he wants to play with us every second. Waaa i tell you, if I am allowed to pull his ears I sure do LOL. He will rest and sleep like 10 mins and energetic the whole night. How the hell we are suppose to have our night? But still we love him so much as he brings in the spark into our boring life (did I just say boring? LOL!! He is so going to kill me ) and in 1 week time we are going to celebrate our 1 year anniversary together. Yeah I know 1 year is short but still all these while with the arguments and the laughter we shared, its so worth while being together regardless how long or short the time is.
Thirdly my sister is getting married~~!!!! A wish come true for her lol. I mean every girls would love to get married aren't they? I am glad my sister found her man who is so gentleman and I liked him a lot (I don't have a crush on him a ) as my brother in law and hope their marriage last forever. Can't wait to have a nephew on my own and imagine the child call me uncle!! Walau, I don't look like uncle ok, I am still young :P. So to celebrate their marriage, yesterday we all went to Shangri-La Hotel and had a fabulous dinner there. The food was fantastic, the place was fantastic but not the environment as nearly the whole place is crowded by the Malays LOL (they buka puasa at the hotel). Luckily my bro who works there got a reservation for us and too bad our uncle who is the director there can't be there to celebrate with us too. Wanted to take lots of pictures in Shangri-La but did not bring camera along. Anyhow good luck and god bless the newlyweds ( when is my turn??) and wish them all the best sincerely from her lovingly brother~~
So will update soon again if I had the time to do so :D Byes ~~~

Long, Longer, Longest!!

First of all, my apologies for not writing anything on this blog anymore as I am super duper busy and the other main reason is I don't have the urge and necessity to write out my feelings that much as my dear is always there for me, supporting me. But still I guess there are times when you just want to pour out something that been stored in your heart and telling your partner is a No-no. Well basically my thesis was 99% done so I am kinda relaxed for this moment and been spending every time and opportunity with him as when I know that once I am doing my internship, everything will be busy. Seriously writing about internship totally give me a frustrating feeling as until now I haven't got any positive reply. Tried applying for GlaxoSmithKline, Tropicana Medical Centre, Kelana Jaya Medical Centre and a few more companies that either can't get through the number. Geram you know ~~ Anyhow will try applying for Sime Darby now and hope I will get the spot. Oh ya before I forgot, gonna wish every blogger and everyone out there with or without couple a Happy Valentine Day~~ Doesn't matter if you are alone, as long as you love yourself first right? Besides surely you will have your family and friends who love you even though you are alone. So don't be upset or down if ya still haven't have a partner to celebrate with. For those couples out there of course all the best for you all, keep the relationship as long as possible, if forever lagi best kan? Go and have a nice romantic dinner, watch movie or buy roses for him (wonder will I got 1? hehe I love flowers mah), go to seaside or do something unpredictable and extravaganza and lastly sex LOL. I don't know whether the sex part is neccesary but haha up to you all~~ Anyhow glad to be writing back and wish all the best again to everyone out there ~~!!




My most ever love song dedicated to you, dear ~



Happy Valentine's Day Dear ~

Big Or Small?

Yeah, i think everyone loves drama especially malaysian since mostly malaysian are all busybody ~~. Well what i wanted to say is how do you handle an argument in your relationship. This is what always happen to me; my dear and I always be together and when we are not together, things will get rocky. I mean sometimes a minor and small matter which is total unrelated to us can be turned into a huge problem in our relationship (not that we have problem :P) . Usually I am the one thinking nonsense but still not to the limit of breaking up lo as I think if the issue of breaking up is always brought up, then surely there would be a crack which could lead to downfall ~~. However for me, I think that argument is a need in a relationship no matter you are married or still in couple mode as it let both of us to pour out any uneasy thoughts and feeling thus tighten up the relationship later on, don't ya agree? Even my parents still argue , don't know for what but just small disagreement, not till want to punch or UFO's from the kitchen flying around. I guess it's just normal and that is what makes us lively as a human being. No matter how big or small the argument is, the best thing that we should learn is how to forgive each another. How to make up back is depend on each person right; some people will give surprises, others will bring to a night date and apologize, perhaps there are people who will even `sell` their body to the beloved ~~. Anyhow I just wish everyone out there if you are involved in an argument with anyone or your love one, try to be considerate and respect each another and hopefully live happily ever after ~~ Adios ~

Mia Mia

Woah, sorry for being in MIA mode for so long. It's just that everything is just so nice and goes well and my mood is totally the best than ever. This few weeks since holiday is just the best as what can be more sweet than spending time with your love one? I been like sticking to him like glue since holiday and hanging out everywhere; Curve, Tropicana, Sunway, everywhere ~~ Then his friends from Penang all come over and teman him go here and there again. The most happiest moment was when we are playing ice skating. Well, I don't know how to skate and he teaches me which I totally still don't know how to skate decently. Luckily never fall down, if not sure very ugly hehe. Still he need to hold me and carry me around the ring. But I stopped after 2 round as my leg hurts like hell as the shoe really gives me the pain that is unbearable. Then I asked him to go on skate with his friends and I sitting outside cuci mata LOL. I must learn how to skate better liao so that next time can dance with him while skating. Sweet kan? Imaging holding hands and dancing while skating , so syok o ~~. Btw thought of going Aquaria too but not enough time , so just drop of the friends at KL Sentral and then we both when home and had our own sweet time alone at last. So far everything is just so well and nothing had been better than this. Hope this can last as long as possible, probably forever hehe ~~ God bless me and every bloggers out there ~~

Random

First of all, I would like to apologize for not updating my blog for a while as been busy besides than have no idea on what to write ~~. I mean after my finals and being on a holiday totally make me feel like a super pig and I just feel so lazy to write something haha. But I did read all of the other bloggers as well ya. As my holiday is only 3 weeks and part time jobs would not be sufficient, I just decided to go over my dear house and enjoy hoho. I been watching all the series that need catching up to his up to date episode, for example ; Fringe ( my most best series after Charmed) , Cougar Town (it's so bitchy ~~),Glee (my dear complain that the season 2 is getting lamer) and a few more. I totally can spend my whole time just like that in front of the computer and rot. Then we tried to catch up all those movies at the cinema but it seems none of it caught our attention so we just rounding around looking for food (basically he is feeding me, feel so bless) On Thursday we went back to Penang and of course I am following him (he don't like to drive alone) and just went on a minor holiday trip. Just walked around and find food again. Nothing much to do as I feel Penang is much boring than KL (no offense to Penang people out there) and I did my first sex with him. Yes my FIRST LOL. I know it sounds like so ugly but for me, it's still anal virginity that I will only keep for the one I love and now I found it, I can officially declared myself as NON Virgin ~~ I know my age is a bit old for first timer but I old fashion mah ( no la , just that love shouldn't be define by sex mah right? ) and I know my dear would love me to do again as I hit his prostate that much (he say one, not me). Btw not much will I write here as I need to finish up my thesis which is a total troublesome thing to do but no choice have to finish it up too. So I will end it here and wish the best of luck to everyone out there ~~

Again and Again

The same thing happen again. Well sorry for not writing for quite a time as I just finished my finals and having my holiday. And so all of this happen when my family and I having dinner and they strike up multiple question.

Mum : So your exam all over and how long is your holiday?

Me : Around 3 weekslo. This time the holiday very short only due to some stupid stuff at the uni.

Mum : Then you going to find work or anything?

Me : No, too short, lazy want to find, besides I need to finish up my thesis la

Dad : Finish up your thesis or find ******* ( He is referring to my dear)

Me : Ahhhh not going to find himla. He got class and besides no reason for me to find him mah.

Dad : Ya kah? I know he is your boyfriend kan? Kan?

Me : * In silent mode *

Mum : Haiyo don't talk bout it anymore. What you want to do just do. Just don't do anything ( she saying bout having sex and so on )

Dad : *Keeping silent as he is thinking something*

Sister : Aiyo don't bother him la, he still loves both of you whether he is gay or not, so just leave him, he is big enough to know which is right and wrong

Mum : Tomorrow come my place a while. I want to introduce someone to you.

Me : Who?? Another girl again? What for , I don't need any laaaaaa. I not interested in them also

Mum : They interested enough. I want to see you have generation.

Me : Not interested. End of question. If you force me I don't mind leaving the house after I grad.

Mum : * Not saying anything about it and change topic *

Even though they say like that, but from their tone I know they mean no harm and just want me to be back normal. I told them this is not a disease and just let me be but they still finding girls for me. Don't know for what. I know it sound absurd to them but I will be leaving them after I grad and staying with my dear. Just waiting for a nice timing to say so. Think will be end of this week as don't wish to delay anymore since they know my dear too. Wish me luck in persuading them ~~

Honeymoon

This would be the first official honeymoon where only both of us are having the best of it (if it can be consider as honeymoon). My finals is next week and I still have mood to holiday o, so genius man ~~Btw we have been planning from the start to do one but due to our classes and time it's been so hard to go on with one until now. Besides the date 10/10/10 will only come once in our lifetime and this totally boost our spirit to celebrate and enjoy more for the day. Since we run out of time, we just went back to his hometown, Penang and will be there till this Sunday. First of all we went out in the morning to service his car for a while and then went to have a nice lunch nearby AutoCity. Then we went around looking for rings basically for me, as the old ring is loosen up much and he want to buy me a new one. We bought rings but still not satisfied as the one we like doesn't have size and have to order to get a new one's coming in. After rounding the area around as it's only my third time coming to Penang, we went home and make some love LOL and get ready for tonight's dinner at The Ship at Batu Feringghi. It's my first time going there and it's really fun being there. Took only a few photo but should have taken more. Then we had our romantic dinner at The Ship while having to keep our table manners haha. It's not like at mamak stall where the food arrives and you grab it without bothering the table manners as long as your stomach feels full and happy. We have to keep low in voice, clanking of knifes and forks, not being so excited about the new environment ( see we so sampat ) it's so hard but yet so fun haha. Both of us ordered 1 chicken chop, 1 fish fillet, 1 seafood platter, 1 sharkfin soup and 2 drinks only. Here are the pics we ate, look nice right?
















This is the Ice Lychee and carrot Juice with Salad ~~





















This is the Shark Fin soup, It's little but it is tasty o ~~
















This is mine Neptune Don't Know What Name Chicken Chop ~~
















This is his Fish Fillet Chop ~~
















This is the Seafood Platter, consists of fried fish fillet if i not mistaken, tiger prawns, fried squid, fried scallop and the fries. ~~

Overall the food here is rating 3/5 for us. We very picky in food neh ~~ If not nice sure ban the place haha. Well actually have more pic to put in but too lazy and tired. So going to sleep as tomorrow have to drive back to KL, he drive of course and we need a good long rest. So hope you all have a wonderful day today as well ~~~

Away Away Away

So I will be away for around 3 weeks as my finals is starting, so won't be able to blog ~~ Will be right back after it's over. I can smell holiday coming liao ~~ Good day to everyone ~~

Acceptance Not?

My parents meet my dear for the first time !!!. Ok here is the story, I was sicked last Saturday and my dad took me to a nearby clinic. We were back around 9.30pm and it was kinda unsettling as I plan to go to his house at night. (Even though I am half dead ) Then my dear came an hour later and he drove me to his place and just as my head touched the pillow , my MUM CALLED. She called me asking where am I and as if she is physic, she knew I wasn't home and demanded me to back immediately and both of my parents are furious. (Coz I am sick mah and then still wandering around) Then he drove me back again * he so sweet* and then my mum DEMAND to talk to him. They chatted a while and then she told me that she want to meet him tomorrow and asked him to over for dinner. He happily agree and I couldn't bother less. So today they meet up during dinner and they chatted happily ever after I guess LOL and my parents seem fine and satisfied with him. But my dad asked me is he really gay or not as he saw the love bite on his neck. Of course I make it lol. I denied it for sure but my parents are not stupid, they know he is my bf. So for now at least I can tell them straight that I am going out with him more openly. However it still worried me as this all seems so unbelievable. So is this a great news or the start for doom? ~~

Getting Dumped

Oh no no, of course it doesn't happen to me but happen to my sister for NO REASON. Do you ever get dumped for no reason or the reason seems to be the lamest thing ever? This is exactly what happen to her last week. She went over his place to give him surprise but then she came back home with tears and telling me the ex bf broke up with her for no specific reason. WTF this suppose to mean? She came home crying and there is no reason for the break up? As her little bro of course I have to console her as she is my only sister and we are very close. So I listen to her story and then this is what I came up with; The guy has NO BALLS and he is using my sister as a backup to climb back up to get back his life. Seriously what kind of guy will ever as a girl or the partner to pay for his stuff that he bought? He lost his job and my sister supported him in every way including financially and my sister even ask me to borrow her some to help him. He is broke but still can buy a car and my sister became the mangsa to pay everything. What kind of guy exactly this person can be? He is so bloody mean and after using and stealing everything from my sister, he just smile and broke up. I damn hate this kind of guy and seriously MR ****** if I ever see you walking at the street, be prepared to be hospitalized!!! Curse you forever ~!! For now just have to help my sister to get back up to her normal life where she love herself first and anything else that is much more important than that asshole. ~~

Sitting Face To Face or Next To

This happen to me when was having dinner with my dear at a nearby restaurant nearby our place. The restaurant was kinda silent as its' operating during the days and there were only a few people in there. And sitting far away from us was a couple who was waiting for their food to be served. Nothing much you would expect from this normal daily situation except when one of them started to talk loudly and commented about the food taste in Chinese. Well the workers who are not Chinese probably wouldn't even understand a single word the couple was talking but still manners apply outside right? They were commenting the food terribly which my dear and I feel just nice and healthy and they been making a ruckus about it. They demand this and that from the workers(have no idea what they ask) to make their food tastier and the fantastic part was they were sitting face to face but the distance was like one table to another table. Weird right? How would you want to have a nice and peaceful conversation if both of you sitting that far, that is so lame ><. I mean everyone has their own way of sitting even though , so it's depend on individual about their own comfort and pleasure. For me if the table is square, I will surely sit next to him (left or right will do) and wouldn't be sitting face to face with him. Reason? I can monitor and cuci mata with him together in case any leng chai come through LOL. Well I mean the conversation between each other is much easier to deliver rather than sitting face to face as at least I can hold his hand closely and sitting closely can be fun (if you know what I mean). Besides secrets too can be talk more private and wouldn't have to talk aloud as both will be sitting far face to face (get what I mean?:P). Sitting face to face will only apply to me when having meal on a round table such as when having big event like wedding occasion, elderly birthdays or family reunions. Of course I don't mean when sitting with family, because you will be sitting anywhere you like so probably this rules doesn't apply. So how do you guys sit and enjoy meals together? Any more position that I don't know?

P.S : Hate those kind of couples anyway, totally uncivilized and like baboon. ~~